Morning word

Today i just stay at home doing nothing.. haha.. coz its always hot out there even though it rained yesterday. And today, mum is sick.. aww.. kinda sad seeing her feeling not okay now.. i was thinking about what i should do now.. its sooo DAMN boring here.. actually today i was to suppose to meet ryan and jem at BDC for bowling but last nite ryan msg me and told me that he cant make it today and maybe can make it for tomorrow. I was like "uhh.. okay.." *SIGH*.. I never thought will get a chance to meet him again.. since he was at MIRI which is so far away from KUCHING here.. i sense he is a bit different from me now.. haha... coz i was planning to go to Hock Lee to play all those games again.. but he said it was childish.. haha.. i was like.. "HUH?? you call that childish?? i mean have you become a nerdy where you dont pay games at all?!"..*SIGH* i wi never understand why humans have to pressure themsef to study so HARD to get a master or what so ever fucking shit cert.. in my point of view, we can aslo success in other ways beside studies!! *SIGH SIGH SIGH!!* i wonder why humans get so narrow minded. Even an businessman who just pass his SPM can get whole bunch of damn fucking money every single day! This world is not square! why do we have to be so square-minded??!! ugh..

it just spoiled my mood again.. thinking bout my dreams.. i know my father definitely is not going to agree with what i wanna become.. he is just so DEMANDING!! and i have to follow all his words! ARGH!