Feeling lost..

Today i started my day playing games again..

so bored... and helpless like usual..

i got nothing to write here or post any pictures..

because i m using sis's laptop..

in case there is virus.. then i m D-E-A-D

ugh..

tomorrow i'm going to my school trip..

our destination will be SM teknik Kuching and SM Teknik Matang..

i've never been there..

somehow, things is getting back to normal and better..

i just feel something..

i can't get along with people so well..

i wonder why..

especailly if that person is a boy.. i cant make my way to speak or talk to them..

is this a kind of disease?

or lack of confidence?

or afraiding they might laugh or think bad about me?

i dont really know..

i wish i could be like a person that is much more friendly..

with girls i have no problem to start a conversation..

but not with guys..