i dont know what going on with me... am i changing? maybe.. last time.. i feel the other thing... now... the other thing... i hope... this is not a change.. i m confused with myself... is this... what i wan?? is that the life i want next time??? i wanna think carefully... if i wan, then go ahead... if dont wan, its better to let go as fast as possible... i dont wanna hurt him... i hope he understand me...
i dont wan a life that is full of trouble and unhappiness... sadness fills in... i dont wanna be like that... i just wanna have a simple and happy life with a stable job.. stable income... thats all...
i m so confused... i feel so serba salah when i tell him this.. and he keep blaming himself... everytime i talk bout this, he will be like that... and in the end, i'll turn to be soft hearted and forget what i m thinking...
i really dont know what should i do...
maybe... i shouldnt be with him since last time... i really dont think i should... now... i just wanna have a simple life as a student... maybe.... he should wait for me if u really want me that much...
just wait me okay??
but... he seems dont understand.... i dont know how....
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